Holidays...!!

Here i am..in my home...about 11.04 at nite...it already feels as though it's way past midnight...feel so lost..wanna talk to someone...who..don't know...anyone would do...i feel so trapped inside me...i wanna get out...i wanna experience something that is real...i don't know why, but i just don't feel connected to myself ..will take time..will try..